Apparently three days is long enough for a weekend. It's almost 9:30pm on Sunday night and I'm a bit bored. It's my own fault really. I didn't do enough today to really stimulate myself. In the morning I was in the 'this weekend is not long enough' kind of mood so I decided to slow it down and try to not do too much. My plan worked perfectly. I did so little that I know feel like a sloth. I could do a few things now, but am thinking I should invest in a couple of additional lamps for my living room before I do that. The lighting is ok for watching tv and working on the computer, but reading well...I should have a better light. I wonder why that didn't bother me before? I really am getting old.

I have taken it upon myself to really get into phase 2 of the Jennifer make over. Phase one was Spring of 2008 when I learned how to wear make up and decided to start using purses and trying to act more like a feminine female. Phase 2 is more of a inner focus. I have a few books that will hopefully help with figuring out a few things in my life. I may have opened pandoras box on one of them earlier today. While I do feel sexy at my present size and fully endorse plus size women as fabulous I would personally like to be a different size. Not a 2 or a 4 or a 6. Heck I'd settle for a 12 at this point. And I am focusing on why I became this size in the first place.

I know what the initial reason was...bad medicine. But the hows and the whys about maintaining this size come from somewhere else. I hope to find out why.

Another book/audio book actually that I am listening to is Deepak Chopra's book on synchrodestiny. It basically says that there are no such things as coincidence and that all those such occurrences actually happen for a reason, you just may not know why at the time. My plan was to listen to the book on my way to/from the office. I figured that if I listened to the radio every morning it wouldn't be that hard to listen to a book. And I think if it was a novel that theory would hold. This book requires me to think and absorb. I have over come this issue by listening to the first cd a number of times. I think it is going to work. I'm onto the second cd tomorrow.

On a very positive note...I won a prize recently. I will fill you in on the details and how you can win when I get my prize. I will announce a contest so that one of my faithful readers may also win a prize. And now...to try and make myself sleepy...so I can get up and make it to the office on time tomorrow.